you can´t stay here

Okey, let´s keep it shorte (since I don´t have time for this).

You know that `Not thinking about how I feel will make go away´- idea that I had? It didn´t work at all, last night I freaked out in panic and I ended up crying myself to sleep. So no more nonthinking for me.
Let´s just put a smile on our faces and pretend that we´re happy.

I really don´t think I can deal with this for too much longer. Infact it feels like I can´t deal with anything anymore. I just give up on everything, just like I have given up on myself.

Anywyas, I have to go to school soon.
Joyness.

Note to self: Despite all the brokenness