They all say things you wanna hear

Tonight's tracks :
Sarah Bareilles - Love Song
Miss Li - Dancing the whole way home

This weekend has been something special. I feel this bubbly happy feeling inside and it's more wonderful than I ever thought was possible. I spent as good as the entire weekend in the church, and there's something about that place that makes me feel good about myself. I bet most of you consider that a huge exaggeration but I couldn't be more serious when I say that I'm pretty sure that that's what I want in my life.
Roger was probably right when he said that a world with Jesus is a more `unbroken´ world than a world without Him.
This almost makes me laugh a little, 'cause this is a side of me that most of you probably haven't seen of me so far, but this is the happy Louis. When I spend my time with people that I know care for me, and they're not judging me and I don't have to pretend to be somone that I'm not. I can be myself. And that actually doesn't happen to often. I think I'll try to change that.

You know the post where I wrote that I think I want to work as a deacon? Now I'm sure. That is what I want to do with my life. I guess I'll have to make my faith in God a little stronger and more certain first (I have a long road ahead of me) but when I'm sure that I've found it, I want to spend the rest of my life close to God, helping people.
I spoke to EvaBritt (the deacon in my church) about it today and I felt that she really believed in me when I told her about it. It feels so good to talk about people when you know that they're really listening to. There are definitely way too few of those people in my life. (I'm not saying that there aren't any of those people in my life, 'cause that would be a lie, but I'm pretty sure a could use a few more.)

Since this post is already mostly about God I might as well through in that I'm gonna start reading the Bible someday soon. It's time for that now. I'm really gonna go for it this time. I've tried a couple of times before, but this time I'm gonna make it happen.

Now I have to get started with this weekends load of homework, I haven't really had the time for it until now.

Take care ya'll
(Ps. 121: 2-3)