Inhale exhale repeat

Tonight's track : Seven Miles Away - CPR

I've never felt this lost. I feel like just taking off into the big nowhere I have never seen, leaving everything and everyone behind, never looking back. Never coming back.
Now that we're here I can't seem to find my, my rescue flare
I don't want this life anymore. If you want it you can have it, cause I sure as hell don't want to live like this.
I wish I knew what is wrong with me, maybe then I would be able to gather up some curage and tell someone about it. But when you don't know what's wrong it's hard to tell anyone about it..

I shouldn't be sitting here, I should be sleeping, since I have to wake up around half past seven tomorrow morning to be able to get ready before Malin gets here. And I shouldn't be writing this cause I hate people's questions. And I shouldn't be listening to this song cause it makes me remember things that should be in my past and in my past only..

You know what?
Never mind..