Everything isn't meant to be okay

I'm really running out of words, I can't seem to find any these days. I hardly talk to people any longer and I never write here, it's as if I've gone into some sort of hibernation or something, my heart is beating slower and I sleep almost all day every day.
I have taken the time and saved the energy to go visit Gabbeh though, yesterday and twice today. She seems to be feeling much better now and that makes me so happy - hopefully she'll be going home tomorrow.

Other than that there isn't much to tell really, I miss Sid terribly, but hopefully I'll see him tomorrow, if he isn't busy with something else.

Now I think I'll just continue watching Beck.
Bye