The ghost of you

Now I'm back from spending another weekend at my mothers. It's like going to rehab. All I do when I'm there is sleeping, and eating - recovering from the week that has just passed. And it feels good, right until when I get on the bus back home. Then all the thoughts come back and all of a sudden I'm back to where I was on friday evening. It's weird.
But this weekend has been pretty good, we celebrated my brothers 21st birthday on saturday, then we spent the afternoon with grandpa. I really love him, he's awesome. And today we celebrated 'Father's Day' and I wasn't planning om going back to Sexdrega after that but somehow I left my cellphone so I had to go back and then take the bus, like I always do. But I'm glad I took the bus today, 'cause Gabbeh was on that bus as well and I just love taking the bus wtih her. It's one of the few moments when I feel really happy with myself. I love you, you make my life complete.
So now Mervie and dad just got home - he picked her up from work. So she's sleeping here tonight, and you know how that makes me feel. Not good.

However, I don't have anything else to write now.
Bye