So why don't you all just come out from where you've been hiding with your cameras all day and just tell me this is a freaking practical joke? This isn't even fun anymore.
Someone told me that today is 'Chlamydia Day' but I've decided to name it 'Make Louis' head spin faster and faster until it explodes Day', 'cause that's how it all feels right now. I'm so fucking tired of this now, I'm prepared to just through my life away and start digging myself a new home.
Perhaps it's just today's lack of caffeine, but I'm really not up for this right now.
It hurts me that you're feeling bad, but if I may be completely honest (and awfully egocentric) I have to say that what hurts the most right now is how much I miss you.
But of course I would never say that to you (or any of the other persons I'm missing right now), 'cause that would make me the weak person.
I feel like taking the next train to nowhere and then off to a place where no one will ever find me and just stay there, not talking to anyone being quiet all day every day until I drive myself so insane that I simply decide to kill myself.
I freaking hate this motherfucking shitty day. And there are still almost two hours left of it.
Let's kill the clockwork
What ever.
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