Can you feel the pressure ?

Stayed home from school today, so I've pretty much just been sitting beneath blanket all day, waiting for the phone call of doom. They still haven't called me back, so they'll probably call tomorrow. I hope they do, I just want to get this overwith..

Been listening to some good old music lately; From First To Last, Bring Me The Horizon, Funeral For A Friend, Escape The Fate, you know all that crap. Feels really nice to be listening to that again. Sure, it brings tons of memories, some which I'd rather never think about again but some really nice once. The old days, 7th - 9th grade. Sitting on the sidewalk smoking our lives away, coloring my hair in all different kind of colors and cutting it with razors, my first Marilyn Manson consert.. Oh my Lord, I really miss those days.
But I guess that I should be glad that that part of my life is over, in one way.. I didn't feel good then, I was stuck in all my self destructive habits, I fighted with my mom as good as every day, I hated my father.. At least some of it is gone now.

How ever, I think I'll be going to school tomorrow don't quite know yet. By some strange reason I feel like waking up really early tomorrow, taking a morning fika before school, but I'll probably sleep way too long and then I'll have to hurry up just to get to school on time. That's how it always works.

I think I'll be going to bed soon. I feel like taking a walk but since I'm out of cigarettes that seems pointless so why not sleep a couple of hours longer? .__.

Night