Baby, seasons change but people don't

Well, that's just a load of crap obviously. People tend to change - a lot, more that four times every year even. You didn't know that, did you? Well, now you do.

So, dear friends, what else is there to say to you today?
Nothing much? I thought so.
Seriously - my life is the most boring life I've ever known.

And the memories of what happened still haunts me. I'm afraid of falling asleep, it feels as if someone is holding me back. It feels like he is holding me back.
It feels just like it did then, only that in my nightmares he doesn't let me go, he keeps me there. I can't get hom to let me go. I try everything but nothing is working, then I turn around and I see his face and then I wake up.
I reallt hope I'll get more sleep tonight, I need to sleep.

BUT! I'm getting that tattoo tomorrow!!
Louis is sort of hapy about that oh yes she is.

I think I'll just end there.
Night, I hope you'll get more sleep than me.