Back to the start again

So, today has been the usual catasrophy so far. Woke up this morning, feeling even worse than I did yesterday but I went to school anyways. Listened to Clara when she talked about CocaCola and human rights - was pretty good actually. Then english, then some Popkollotalk and then home and get something to eat. Later I'm goingg back school to have my psycologiy test back. Hopefully.

My life is falling apart and I can't not feel bad about it. People always complain about things, especially my dad. He's the worst. And pretty much everyone else is doing it to. It seems that no matter what I do there's always something wrong about it. What can I do to get better? I don't know..

I miss the old days. Sometimes at least. Not like years ago (even if those days were really good) but just a couple of months ago. I miss the summer. Being able to almost what ever I wanted to, almost anytime I wanted it. That's not possible anymore, for more than just one reason. What I want is impossible get. That sucks.

I know I shouldn't bother others with my issues, they have their own to think about but I need to talk to someone. But who do you talk to when everyone else is feeling bad - probably even worse than me? Never mind..
I'm gonna stop this now. No more just sitting and listening to everyone else when I know damn well that they would never listen to me without interrupting to talk about their own problems. I'm not up for this anymore.
No more Mr. Nice Guy, so to speak.