Everyone is weak

Today's special song so far is, without a doubt :

Belle and Sebastian - Stay Loose

Feeling empty today really, I don't know why but I feel kind of bad. My dad isn't doing to well right now I think. We're broke and all of Mervie's stuff are gone, so I don't know if they broke up or something.
Okey, I never liked her but the only reason I let her saty was because I know that she makes my dad happy. And now, he has nothing and no one to make him happy again.
This entire moneyproblem is killing me, seriously. I'm sick and tired of never having enough money to manage until the end of the month.
I shouldn't even be writing this here, it's just embarassing, but I don't have anyone to talk to when it comes to this. I mean, I can't talk to my dad 'cause I know he's ashamed. And I don't want people to know really (I know, really smart to write it on your blog if you don't want people to know), so that leaves me and my blog.

I should stop this before I say something very stupid that I'll regret later.
See ya'll later