Stumblin' steps towards nothingness

Hah, I hardly even remembered the password to my blog anylonger, shows that I haven't cared too much about it lately? Well, I haven't really..
I cannot give you a good reason why I suddenly just stopped writing here, but I guess I just didn't see a meaning with it.

How ever, not much has changed since last time. Well, ther have been som major changes but I'm still me and I guess that the number of people reading this bullshit is still zero?
Yeah, well good for you.
I don't write this for anyone but myself, but now I really need somewhere to put all the thought that are running wild inside my head.

Big change #1
My mother is planning on selling the house (?!). The house that I grew up in. My Gosh, I have so many memories in those walls. I mean, just my room is filled with happy days and sad days, just as well as those ordinary days. And there, it litterary is on the walls. It has taken me many hours to put down all those words on those walls. All the chalks I've wasted on writing silly things all over the place..
I simply can't imagine not living there anymore.
And as it looks right now, if she sells the house, she and Tilda is going to move to an apartment in Sexdrega. That would mean no room for Louis, now wouldn't it?!
I told her straight away today, if she moves I'm not gonna be around very much, but that didn't seem to a problem for her.
Thanks Mom, thanks alot.

Big change #2
My sister Sara is going away for eight or nine months. She going to Turkey to work. She's leaving on February 13th and won't be back until October or November. Okey, I don't even like her so it doesn't bother me that much that she won't be around anymore, but hey? EIGHT months?! Isn't that a bit too long?
I mean, who is gonna lend me money then?
Silly thing to think about when one's sister is leaving but it's the truth - I only like because she lends me money. Simple as that.

Big change #3
Mervie's cancer has spread, and she becoming much much worse in a very short amount of time. Daddy told me this just the other day and he also told me that the doctors said that she might only have one year left to live.
THAT SUCKS !
Okey, I've always written about how much I hate her and how much I want her out of my life, but face it - no one deserves getting cancer, right?!

I don't know if there is really anything else that is that big of a change to tell you about..
Of course I still have my daily wars to fight with myself, the mirror and my father, who by the way calls me fat every other day (Y)
Other than that I'm doing pretty good.

Gosh, I just had to get this out.
G'night